decision

decision ?
wat my decision ??
wat was my next planning ??
wat m i going to do next step ??
now i very confused abt it ~
once i get the wrong way ~
i cant get bck the way n restart again ~

should i study college ?
which college i should go ?
which course i should take ?
or i juz work ?
wat should i work for ?
even work should i get the right way ?
or i juz half study half working ?

der r many way let me choose n think of it ~
but now i' standing in front of 3 junction ~
wer should i go ??
wat should i do ??
somebody can help me ??
i reli reli need a person to talk to ~
but nobody can b my listener ~ T_T