Day 8

the 8th day ..

still the same ..

missing you so much ..

ytd i saw u ..

even is few second ..

i think that is enough ..

how long we din meet ..

i think is quite a long period ..

never try to go and see you ..

as i know that could be back to last time ..

you still the same ..

your life still go on like normal ..

never coz me u feeling down ..

i have the answer ..

you never care me anymore ..

heart is pain still..

everyone around me are so blissful..

they are happy when they are saying their partner..

i really want to share mine as well ..

but i have no one can say ..

as i realize you are not the one anymore ..

the person already leaving my world ..

many things go around my mind ..

you the most ..

what u had did.

how you care me for last time ..

a short period we been together ..

but is much memory we been create together ..

now all become the past ..

Day 5 .. :(

the 5th day ..
you are gone from my world ..
the truth is you are leaving me ..
no more massage from you ..
no more your voice..
no more meeting you..
no more late dinner with you ..
no more saying "i will be there with you"..
everything also no more ...

i 'm missing you so badly ..
i really do ..
worry that did you got enough sleep ?
got eat on time?
safe home daily ?
tired after working ?
many worries run around my mind ..

all these worries cannot reach to you anymore..
you just leaving me without saying any word ...
how can you do this ?
i'm so sad ..
i keep asking why and why..
but there is no any answer ..
you really change .. change to the person i didn't know ..

Dear .. i will just let you go ..
no matter how sad am i ..
maybe i'm not the better one ..
maybe i did something wrong that i din realize ..
maybe you meet the better one and you lazy to telling ..
you just want to disappear from my life ..

as you wish ..
you win already .. 
i wont disturb you anymore ..
i will keep telling myself be strong and be tough ..
without you i can live also ..
its just need time to heal myself ..
thanks for everything you did to me ..
wish you happy always .. Love you . :(