病了~ T_T

今天起身就觉得很不对劲了~
很累很累~
工作时候~
开始不停的打喷嚏~
额头烧烧的~
有种很想哭的感觉~
忍忍忍~
一直都在忍着~
到最后因为放太多辣油~
我还是哭了~

我真的很笨~
明明知道那辣油很辣的~
却还要放多多~
也许是我太压力了~
也许是我想找个管道发泄~
也许是因为某些事情~
也许...
有好多的也许~
我应该怎么去克服酱多的也许呢??

有没有一个人可以告诉我？
我应该怎么做？
把自己弄病了~
我也很不好受~
真羡慕那些都有另一半的人~
他们不管遇到什么事情~
都可以跟对方倾诉~
而我呢？
我总是觉得我不会等到那一天的到来~

learn to be Alone ~

自从工作了到现在~
我都把我的部落格隔开了~
很久很久都没有上来写写最近的心情~
每天都是加班加班加班~
除了工作还是工作~
好像我的生活只有工作的存在~
不再会有人打电话给我说~
“走~你准备下，我去找你，等等我们出街吧~”

是啊！
不可否认的~
我与我的朋友们都已经被隔开了~
升学与工作~
都把彼此的关系疏远了~
而我已经开始接受~
我一个人的生活了~
每天工作是我的生活~
和同事分享是我的生活调剂品~
就再也没别的了~

一个连男友都没有的单身女孩~
再无所事事时候会做些什么？
就无聊时候上线~
看看连续剧~
再不然就是看看小说还是文学之类的~
传传信息等等~
酱的生活我已经在慢慢的适应了~
我不再奢望任何一个人的同情~
我只想做我自己~

要习惯一个人的生活~
并不难~
我想是时候我应该适应了~

Tang Jie' wedding

2day is my tang Jie' wedding ~
i dunue how to describe ~
n juz one word for me ~
is oni "sien" !
how cum a wedding so sien ?
coz of ppl ?
coz of the place ??
coz of everythn ??

i aso dunue ~
once i wan to say ~
nobody how to play the wedding game~
i juz hav tat feeling is juz me oni one who enjoy the game ~
ji mui should include aso ~
but they dint ~
they juz stand behind me n speechless ~
ceh !!
juz cum n take ang pao oni meh ??
no sound aso got ang pao ~

groom dun hav smile ~
bride aso same ~
whole wedding very bore ~
haiz ~
very fail lo ~
all no sound ~
no laughing ~
like very "yan shu"~
enuff for me 2day ~
reli reli tired !!!

shame!!

haiz ~
at last i lose to pcb ~
i cry coz i tak sempat repair pcb for other dept ~
i wanna say ~
tat not my fault ~
is stupid guy technicion ~
ask he change the ICT thn ~
he was like bo kam wam wan to help ~
change liao stil reject ~
n very shit is other dept ppl rush for tat pcb ~
keep rush n rush n rush ~

n i dun like ppl talk talk talk abt my thn ~
wat m i doing was i'm trying to finish all tat ~
but i cant ~
coz many thn i need to repair ~
i need to help QC repair , feedback , n repair other model ~
i juz one ppl ~
not 3 or more than of me !!
i reli reli try my best to do it~
at last i cant control myself n i juz cry it out ~

til now i juz realize working not tat easy ~
even study aso ~
everythn has their hard n easy ~
i cant blame anythn ~
but at last i juz report to my supervisor ~
he juz help me n ask for other technicion to help me ~
i reli thank to him ~
but juz sumtime i dun like his mouth ~
his mouth very bad ~
keep say me stupid nia ~
haiz ~
reli bad mood 2day ~