it' 2nite !

yea yea ~
this is it ~
it's 2nite ~
i'm going to genting ~
hahah ~
finish packing ~
evrything oredi prepare ~
i wanna go 4 3days 2nites trip ~
so exited !!

this is 1st time !
i'm going trip v my fren ~
actually my mum wont let me go de lo ~
is me plz her till ~
at last juz let me go ~
thks mumy ~
i reli dun1 hurt u ~
juz sometime i not mean tat to hurt u ~
i'm sorry if i reli hurt u ~
i will oway love u n respect u ~

yea ~
my holiday time ! ^^

blue monday ~

29.03.2010

wahaha ~
my manager absent 2day ~
yea !!
free !!!
i finish rename n hyperlink the doc ~
i hav no work adi ~
i juz help other 2 complete their work ~

den very weird is ~
ytd i oredi slept early ~
but 2day i very very sleepy ~
n horror thing is ~
i slept in the office ~
omg !!
so so shamed !!
but i reli reli cant tahan !

n this is wat i think ~
no manager = lazy ~
lazy to work ~
n blame this n tat ~
how can like tat ~
oh no !!
i'm such a lazy ppl ~ T_T

28.03.2010

2day my turn to prepare game 4 children ~
i choose Mr.tiger ~
they nue how to play ~
but some of tat dun1 to play ~
they thought very childish ~
i aso cant do anything ~
coz std 1 to std 6 ~
very hard to think abt it ~
btw as long as they enjoy ~

2.30pm ~
bp hse got bufet 4 lunch ~
going v fren n mumy ~
eating so many ~
n stole mimi snack frm der ~
coz we oredi grow up le ~
not suspose to take tat ~
den den den ~
packing 4 my 3 days 2 nite trip ~
yea yea ~
left 2 more days ~

after tat ~
we go to Air Itam ~
c doctor ~
n having bak kut teh after c doctor ~
haha ~
we so so geng ~
den go to sunshine farlim ~
buy again ~
all snack 4 trip ~
dunue weather can finish onot ~
we so greedy ~ ><"
hapy hapy 1 day pass jor ~ ^^

27.03.2010

wake by mum early in the morning ~
coz 2day we are going to do cheng beng ~
this is 1st time i went to cheng beng ~
erm ~
the mountain so high ~
1st time i go climb ~
very slipper+ry ~
finish tat ~
we having b.fast at chicken rice shop ~

12 sumthing went to Qbm ~
wanna watch juz another pandora box ~
having lunch at Old town ~
finis movie ~
4 me tat movie ok oni ~
den buy buy buy ~
i bought 1 sandle n cost rm15 ~
wee ~
so cheap ~
like it ~

n we aso got buy some snack to eat during genting trip ~
genting trip ~
very excited ~
1st time go trip v fren ~
cant wait adi ~
1 day pass ~

倒数17天~

又是另一个月的开始~
也就是说~
我的工作生涯接近尾声了~
我已经工作三个月了~
第四个月的来临~
让我很意外~
我能工作到第四个月~
这是我20年来做最长久的一份工作~
也就是我的第二份工作~

我还剩下17天的工作天~
我觉得真的好快哦~
说真的~
我在那里学了很多~
不是经理教的~
是我听回来~
和帮忙他们做学来的~
我的经理不爱教我太多~
因为我是临时员工~

不过在走之前~
我必须要教会新人~
我也是新人咯~
还要交新人~
很不公平咯~
我的经理好坏哦~
现在不是很爱理我~
不过工作时候就有我的份~

回到家~
跟妈咪讨论去旅行的事~
有弄到彼此不开心了~
我只是要去旅行几天罢了~
为什么不行呢？
旅行不说~
连我要到附近的金宝念大学~
她也不放心~
我知道你不放心我一个人在外面~
可是妈咪~
我已经长大了~
是时候放手让我自己走下去了~

坏消息

25.03.2010

昨夜的我~
朋友来我家过夜~
我们两个八婆~
聊到接近4点才睡觉~
好恐怖哦~
接近6个小时我们都在聊~
应该前世我们是媒人婆吧~
嘴巴说个不停~

我到了公司~
我知道我惨了~
因为我已经开始在打瞌睡了~
我拼命的死忍着~
不让自己睡着了~
幸好我的朋友陪我msn~
不然我真的会睡着~

我今天才知道一个坏消息~
我的ms.Y离职了~
再也不会出现在公司了~
我们的部门因为没了她~
变得很安静~
我也不例外~
以前不冷的办公室都开始变冷了~
到底发生了什么事情~
没人能解释~

24.03.2010

有迟上贴了~
最近都好懒哦~
没心情发贴子~
当天我又请假了~
我回到中学去certifice 我的文凭什么的~
之后到了farlim的public bank~
付申请utar的费用~
再之后~
我们到了Pragin mall ~
为了这次的旅行~
我买了平底鞋~

我朋友买了好多哦~
之后逛完了~
我们到了farlim pasar malam ~
又再买买买~
好恐怖哦~
也幸好我没带很多钱~
不然我就没钱去旅行了~
逛完就回家啦~
今天朋友住我家~
我们好吵哦！！

酱一天就过去了~

不公平

22.03.2010

为什么不公平的是总是发生在我身上??
我很笨~
我找不到答案~
为什么人家不用做工就有钱可以花??
为什么我这么努力得来的指示羡慕人家的份??
为什么人家要到哪里去只要说声就好??
为什么我要到一个地方都要去求人??
为什么有这么多的为什么??
为什么我总是不幸的那一位??

难道我生长在这家庭有错吗??
人家的命好~
而我就是烂命一条~
好似不值得在地球上生活~
我想我多留一天都应该给人家嫌弃吧~
那为何当初不把我丢了算??
酱我就不用酱烦了啊??
每天都有很多事情发生~
就唯有无能的我没能完成罢了~

sunday 21.03.2010

i have no idea with the children ~
coz stil hav parent bside ~
dunue wat should i do ~
i feel very uncomfortable ~
but at the end ~
they stil enjoy the game ~






















finis mass ~
1pm i need to go to church ~
n we will visit hse of old folks~
i 4get the name adi ~
they stay many old ppl ~
got india , chinese ~
some speak english , mandarin , hakka ,n hokkien ~
we sing song 4 them ~
play game v them ~

n we aso talk to them ~
listen wat they wan to tel us ~
n they aso hav coloring competition ~
some old ppl was 1st time to hold the colour pencil ~
but they did very well ~
but some oredi sick ~
cant stay v us long coz they feel very tired ~

finis tat ~
oredi 4 sumthing ~
they stil got prepare tea n cake 4 us as a high tea ~
this is 1st time i went to this place ~
2 me der is a priceless memory to me ~
n i will go aain n again ~
hope der de old ppl living happily ~
God bless u all ~ ^^

late post ~

20.03.2010

early in d morning ~
change my nail colour ~
n hse of steambot ~
we are cuming ~
4 sumthing ~
me , js , n janice ~
oredi went to pragin mall ~
coz they say so long din go le ~
n we went to starbucks ~
drink coffee ~
nearly 7 we reach hse of steambot ~
der so many ppl ~

omg !!
so hot ~
n luckily we sit open air place ~
8 fren juz reach ~
eat eat eat ~
drink drink drink ~
talk talk talk ~
laugh laugh laugh ~
photo photo photo ~

i din take much photo ~
coz my fren using camera ~
so i juz save it la ~
keke ~ ^^

work+ing = sleep+ing

19.03.2010

2day oredi start working ~
den when i reach office ~
ms.Goh juz laugh n say she 4get i on leave ~
omg !
oredi jot down stil 4get about it ~
she old adi lo ~
cant remember so much thing ~
it time to retire ~
haha ~ ^^

n 2day i reli dun hav work to do ~
help ms.Y went to distribute ~
coz she not around ~
n aso bring the new gurl go through the dept ~
aiyo ~
i aso still new lo ~
juz work for within 3 month ~
but luckily ms.Y oway want me to follow her went distribute ~
n i nue all the dept ~

finish tat ~
i went bck my office ~
n i dun hav work to do ~
juz sit on my place ~
n i m starting feel sleepy ~
at last i was sleep in the office ~
but within 15 min ~
my kak ask me wake up ~
on tat time i was so sleepy n hungry ~

kak.F gave me a karipap ~
n tat i din feel so hungry ~
i m hungry coz i din eat in the morning ~
add on v ytd i eat few at wedding dinner ~
so 2day so so hungry ~
after lunch ~
i starting bz adi ~
i went to cp 3 time ~
go n bck ~
go n bck ~

wat a tiring day ~
bck frm work ~
chit chat ~
went to pasar malam ~
with cousin n gugu ~
den den den ~
a day pass adi ~
2mr sat ~
wan to meet all old fren ~
at hse of steambot ~
dunue wat will hapen 2mr ~ ^^

Hong' wedding on 18.03.2010^^

os : der still hav many photo ~
juz i din take from cousin yet ~ ^^
happy happy ~ ;p

17.03.2010

2day hong' wedding eve ~
n actually 2day is working day ~
n den i juz took emergency leave ~
coz i very lazy go work ~
finis work ~
need to go bck home i go hong's hse again ~
so i juz took leave with reason " feeling not well" ~

4.30pm reach her hse ~
doing ntg t der ~
juz jaga xuan n gurny ~
xuan is a baby ~
n gurny is a doggy ~
gurny very like xuan ~
very take care of xuan ~
very very cute ~

ntg can write ~
i juz upload photo of the nite ~

ღ水晶甲与我ღ

昨夜跟朋友瞎搞到深夜２点多~
就是为了搞定我的水晶甲~
２０年我第一次弄水晶甲~
好高兴哦~
呵呵~
到了办公室~
好消息!!
经理会迟些才来上班~
好耶!!^^

跟同事闲聊之后~
开工啦~
不过~
我好困哦~
有好几次我都要睡着了~
幸好我还能及时清醒~
经理上班了~
我拼命的揉眼睛~
好让有精神一点~

我好高兴哦~
很多人都赞我的水晶甲漂亮~
我的朋友~
谢谢你哦~
是你熬夜帮我弄的~
我好感动哦~
想要上传水晶甲的照照~
不过怎么拍都不好看~
唯有连人都一起上镜哦~ ^^

给妈咪的信~

妈咪~
我总觉得我和你真的已经有一段距离了~
没错~
我们是无话不谈的母女~
但是每每我想跟你商量的时候~
你都会泼我冷水~
好似今天~
我想要跟你商量~
我31好想跟朋友到Genting 、KL去玩~
毕竟我和朋友不会好像以前都是学校生活~
可以每天碰面~
所以他们说这将会是我们每一个人的终点~
也会是我们的另一个开始~
我们都会很难再见面了~
我们都有各自的目标要前进了~
在另一个开始认识另一批不同的朋友~

我酱跟你说~
而你说“不要说酱的话，你还有很长的时间~”
我跟你说一句不吉利的话~
明天我们能知道什么事会发生在我们身上吗？
真的明天我会死呢？
难道我们不可以拥有现在吗？
以后我真的不知道我有没有机会再见到他们~
明天对我们每一个人都是一个疑问~
你能预知未来吗？
我们没有天主的能力~
只有天主指导我们一生的命运~
妈咪~
我真的有在试着跟你谈~
不过你好歹也给一点意见~
不要先泼我冷水~
我会听下去~

而我也知道我们家里的经济状况~
我只是想跟你商量~
你酱对我~
你是不是把我给从你的身边推开了~
我想要什么~
我已经不敢再跟你提了~
也只有酱我们才不会有口角~
让彼此不高兴~
刚刚你说的“以后你要酱就酱，不用问我了~”
真得让我很心痛~ T_T
妈咪~
不管酱你还是我的妈咪~
我爱你~

一个人

一个人的家~
一个人回家~
一个人吃饭~
一个人看电视~
一个人坐在电脑面前~
一个人坐在书桌前~
一个人收拾家里~
一个人完成所有的事情~
一个人晚上静静的躺着望着天花板入眠~

这是我一个人的生活~
平乏、无味~
不是我没有家人~
也不是我不想跟我心爱的人一起~
住在同一屋檐下~
是因为我不想跟家人有口角~
有时候我的无理取闹~
真的会让人很伤心~
所以我宁愿一个人住~

所幸我有亲爱的家人和朋友~
偶尔家人朋友的到来~
可以改变我一天闷闷的生活~
他们是我生活上的“调剂品”~
被我聊天、聊八卦、还有说笑~
酱我的生活不就有了彩色了吗??
当我心情不好时~
他们会知道并却发信息给我~
安慰我、鼓励我~
有酱的家人朋友我觉得很窝心~
我只有一句跟你们说~
“谢谢你们对我的爱和关心~”
我<3你们~ ^^

12.03.2010

omg !!
my manager reli insane wan ar !!
oredi 2 days she scolding ppl early in the morning ~
all ppl working til wan die ~
she din feel wanna thks to them ~
still scolding ppl ~
n aso she as a manager ~
she should trust worker who work under her ~
but she wont ~
while ppl working ~
she will come n disturb ppl ~
n try to found out wat mistake they did n scold in front of other ppl ~
make ppl feel very shamed ~
i very respect ppl who work under her ~
they still can tahan her attitude ~ >.<
gambateh neh ! ^^

09.03.2010

whole nite din sleep tide ~
coz weather too hot ~
Gosh !!
wake up early in the morning ~
din work 2day ~
coz i oredi took Mc frm ms.Goh ~
b4 i went out to sch took my koko' stuff ~
i had an small accident ~
my bike suddenly off n i fell down ~
n luckily the bike din fall on my leg ~

get hurt on my leg ~
after went to sch ~
i quickly went to GH appointment ~
coz 10am appointment ~
n i went der 9.25am ~
half an hour left oni ~
at last i reach der 10.05am ~
ya ~
i ride very fast ~

finis my appointment ~
i went to Toy Toy sis hse ~
n we went to pragin mall 2gether ~
me , toy n wei ~
3 of us ~
eating steambot ~
on tat time finis steambot ~
i oredi keep my hp in my bag ~
n dunue y i juz thought my hp left behind the shop ~
i was so so scare ~

run ~
keep running ~
at last i found it in my bag ~
oh no !
i nearly lost my hp ~
but coz my careless ~
my fren keep laughing at me ~

went to cinema watch 72 ternant ~
the movie so funny ~
i like it ~
bad new !
while i'm going bck ~
i heard my fren say she in the hospital ~
she get cut by the broke glass ~
2day reli r bad day 4 both of us ~
n sumore 2day is her bday lo ~
very pity lo ~
this sure will b a bad memory for her n me ~ T_T

decision

decision ?
wat my decision ??
wat was my next planning ??
wat m i going to do next step ??
now i very confused abt it ~
once i get the wrong way ~
i cant get bck the way n restart again ~

should i study college ?
which college i should go ?
which course i should take ?
or i juz work ?
wat should i work for ?
even work should i get the right way ?
or i juz half study half working ?

der r many way let me choose n think of it ~
but now i' standing in front of 3 junction ~
wer should i go ??
wat should i do ??
somebody can help me ??
i reli reli need a person to talk to ~
but nobody can b my listener ~ T_T

07.03.2010

2day i was late to church ~
omg !!
n luckily did not start the class yet ~
2day hui see handle game ~
children having many fun der ~
i dunue wat was tat game ~
but i aso play with them ~

after mass ~
i carry mei's daughter ~
n i teach her how to walk ~
she was so cute ~
i was walk in front her ~
she keep laughing ~
n her mum say ~
we wan teach her to walk she aso dun1 ~
she juz like me oni ~

hehe ~
she was so so cute ~
every baby was the same ~
they juz cry when they dun get wat they wan ~
but as a adult now ~
we cant adi ~
we all now need to face ourself ~
hiaz ~
btw ~
this is our life ~

06.03.2010

K.kangsar's relative cuming 2day ~
4 me ~
i can consider say i dunue who was them ~
i nue my dad got all those relative ~
but we very few went to visit them ~
so i dunue them lo ~
when they reach oredi 6pm ~
quite late adi ~

i was so down when saw all relative ~
i was juz nue Bonnie gugu oni ~
n her 3rd daughter din cum ~
tat was she i juz remember ~
Bonnie gugu cum v her family ~
which her older n younger daughter ~
n 1 of Melaka Kim gugu ~
erm ~
dunue wat to talk to them ~

btw ~
after they finish eating ~
i fetch Kim gugu ~
went to the beach ~
she told me she was the 1st time came to betong beach ~
oredi been here so many year ~
but din came to the beach ?!
i was so shock ~
we was waiting 4 the sunset ~
tat view was so nice ~

i was chit chat v Kim gugu with english ~
she was english educated ~
so her mandarin not so good ~
my english was so poor ~
omg !!
so so paiseh ~
but i'm so enjoy to talk to her ~
coz she wil juz talk v me like fren ~
i like her ~^^

after tat i n ying was fetch them out to the town ~
went to qbm ~
having dinner ~
n went through Gurney Drive ~
intro them Penang stuff ~
reach home oredi 1am ~
so late 4 me ~
tired but i hope them enjoy it lo ~^^
below is sunset of the day ~
so beauty ~

hiazz ~

2day ms.Goh not in a good mood ~
early in the morning oredi sound ms.Y adi ~
so 2day i very few talk to her ~
so i aso keep key-in my stuff ~
but with my bad mood ~
i did many wrong ~
haiz ~
n luckily i got seen my mistake ~
if nope ~
sure very cham wan lo ~

ms.Goh sure sound on me wan lo ~
luckily luckily din kena ~
2day moodless ~
no sms v fren ~
but my work use double time to finish my work ~
wat going on ??
i aso dunue wat happen on me ~
reli reli no mood ~
reli wan cry out when in the office ~
but i try to not do tat so ~

lunch time went to post office ~
during lunch time ~
traffic jam ~
all wanna go out having lunch ~
n aso 2day was Friday ~
Malay sembahyang ~
den den den ~
buy lunch n having in the office ~
lagi lagi lagi ~
work work work ~
ntg special happen ~

04.03.2010

2day still the same ~
work work work ~
i juz key-in ms.Y thing ~
all got 8 drawer ~
200++ document ~
i juz use 4 hour to key-in ~
when i finish key-in ~
i tel ms.Y wat should i do after key-in ~
n she tel me this ~
"i wan to kill u adi , u do work so fast ~
u reli gila wan ar ~
ltr ms.Goh will give u more work ~"

in these 4 hours ~
i not juz key-in oni ~
i still sms+ing v my fren ~
she reli cant blief i can done my work 4 so fast ~
wahaha ~
when she say this to me ~
her face so funny ~
eye so big ~
u cant say me till like tat la ~
i m like tat wan ~
i wan fast fast finis my work ~
i dun like left the work bhind n continue another day ~

btw ~
b4 going bck ~
she feel boring n ask me play a game v she ~
i let her guess wat word i gonna write ~
n she aso did tat to me ~
2nd round ~
she juz giv me the tips "n" "h" "n" ~
i reli dunue wat tat mean ~
when i saw ms.Goh went out ~
i juz scold she ~
"u giv me this word how i'm going to guess wor ~"
she keep laughing at me ~

haiz ~
at last i lose ~
sob sobx ~
but 2day i reli having many fun in the office ~
coz of ms.Goh ~
nobody will talk more when she in the office ~
she reli dun like ppl chat when working ~
ms.Y say ~
"ms.Goh is a zaman Japan ppl "~
very strict to ppl ~
haha ~
ms.Y , u so naughty but u r a nice person i ever met ~
^^

-------------------------------------------------------------

juz now having diner v parents ~
2day dad's bday ~
we din celebrate anything ~
juz having dinner outside ~
but i wan complaint ~
the thing is like tat ~
n my dad keeping say the thing not delicious ~
haiz ~
dad , juz enjoy lo ~
if like tat i reli dunue wer should i offer u a lunch or dinner ~
btw happy bday daddy ~
i wish u rich in healthy n properties ~ ^^

01.03.2010

今天到了办公司不到一个小时~
我就拿了emergency leave 离开了公司~
原因是我到了学校见了counselor ~
想问关于升学的东西~
问了好多~
也呆在那里酱近一个小时~
我才回家上网找更多的资料~

12回家用午餐~
12点半到了银行去弄点东西~
我的不幸就是~
到了银行~
人潮好多哦~
我等了一个小时才轮到我~
也不过是几分钟就弄好了~
真的是等死我咯~

在1.45回到公司~
继续上班~
也许我的同事没来~
时间真的过得好慢哦~
很难才熬到放工时间~
又平平的过了一天~
很没意义的一天~

28.02.2010

今天的小朋友们~
很难照顾~
特别的活跃~
我都喊道没有声音~
不过也很高兴~
他们今天已经没有爸妈在身边了~
这是件值得高兴的事情~

教堂过后~
我跟朋友约在Kfc那里见面~
我们很久没有坐在一起聊天了~
聊到很久~
其中的原因是我不想回家~
因为我不想回家看那人的脸色~
我很过分吧!!

今天是元宵节~
本想去看看华人的传统丢橙~
就想说太多人了~
我们就到了tesco~
去买小孩的牛奶粉~
我也买了些学生的文具什么的~
买买买就花了rm70了~

也不过是走不到一个小时而已 ~
自从我工作后~
我啊~
就很厉害花钱啊~
可以说是毫无节制的~
看到喜欢的就买~
我要怎么存钱买手提电脑啊??