Last post on 2009 ~

waa ~
it's oredi last day of 2009 ~
31 of Dec !!
this year seem so fast pass ~
2009 is being a part of my momory soon ~
coz 2010 is coming ~
this year is reli having a lots of memories ~
not even good and aso hav bad memories ~

is so happy i have a new hand phone ~
have a good parents that oway care abt me ~
have a good family ~
have a good friendships ~
have a new born baby this year ~
everything is good ~ ^^

how abt the bad ??
i wil not talk abt that ~
coz the pass is the pass ~
the time is keep moving forward ~
not backward !!
it's time to throw all the negative emotion ~
and being a confidence and encourage myself ~
i nue everything wil be fine ~

to all my family n friends ~
may everybody have a blessed New Year 2010 ~
happy new year 2010 ~
and love u all ~
muacks ~ >.<

Hi my sweetheart ^^

wow ~
these few day i watch Show n Rainie new drama ~
the title "Hi My Sweetheart" ~
is a nice drama ~
have funny part ~
have touching part ~
hehe ~
and aso Show have a new look in this drama ~
his nickname of this drama "mushroom head" ~
and he like pink panther on tat show ~
after watch tis drama ~
i juz realize tat pink panther best fren is ...
达浪 ~
hehe ~

holiday finis adi !! T.T

juz came back from my cousin house ~
it's feel like my holiday is really finis ~
it's horrible !!
i don't like tat feeling ~
coz next week i'm going 2 start my work~
from 8am - 6pm ~
is a long time ~
10 hours ~
i'm so worry about that ~
can i carry it ??
can i solve all the thing ??

and also my mum n family cal me to do a temporily teacher ~
and i need 2 say sory to u all ~
coz i can't ~
and i dunue how to explain 2 u all ~
juz sorry !!
and thks to all my mum n family ~
it's really a good holiday 4 me in 2009 ~
having x'mas ~
and stil hav many activities ~
i love u all !!
muacks ~~

handphone done repair ~

29/12/2009

yesterday i bring my hp to the shop that i bought frm der to repair ~
almost 1 week broke juz go repair ~
wow ~
geng !!
n today tat ppl cal me n say my hp done repair adi ~
so excited !!
coz the housing left black colour oni ~
so my hp frm silver change to black ~
its big change 4 me ~

when i c my hp ~
quite not comfort with tat ~
like2 very fake wan d housing ~
quite sad ~
but its oredi broke ~
and cant backward the time n save my hp from broken ~
T.T

new housing ~
black colour ~

























broken housing ~

Bad Romance by Lady GaGa

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Caught in a bad romance
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Want your bad romance

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Ro mah ro-mah-mah
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Want your bad romance

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I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it’s free
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Love-love-love
I want your love

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The touch of your hand
I want you leathe-studded kiss in the sand
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Love-love-love
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You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
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Want your bad romance

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I want your design
‘Cause you’re a criminal
As long as your mine
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Your vertigo stick
Want you in my room
When your baby is sick
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And you know that I need you
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Your bad romance

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And I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
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All your love is revenge
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Caught in a bad romance

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Caught in a bad romance

Rah rah ah-ah-ah!
Ro mah ro-mah-mah
Gaga Ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

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Work it
move that bitch crazy
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I want your love
And I want your revenge
I want your love
I don’t wanna be friends

J'veux ton amour
Et je veux ton revenge
J'veux ton amour
I don't wanna be friends

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
(I don't wanna be friends)
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

(I don't wanna be friends)
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
(Want your bad romance)
Caught in a bad romance
(Want your bad romance)

I want your loving
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!)
I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
(Want your bad romance)
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
(Want your bad romance)
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
(Want your bad romance)
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah rah ah-ah-ah!
Ro mah ro-mah-mah
Gaga Ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

os : the mv so nice ~
can hav a look here ~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qrO4YZeyl0I

visiting !!

26/12/20009

like every year ~
we got go visiting ~
tis year visit aunty Ann hse ~
is my relative Godma ~
she is pro on baking ~
her choc cake n jam tart was so so delicious ~
ummm... yummy ~ >.<
add on she aso prepare pasta 4 us ~
is double good ~
2nd house we visiting is MMC hse ~
der aso got thing 2 eat ~
toast bread (like pizza)~
waa ~
so so full lo !!
but i love it !! ^^

merry x'mas !! ^^

25/12/2009

wow ~
x'mas x'mas ~
merry x'mas ~
2day juz as same going to mass at 9a.m ~
after finis den we hav our late b.fast ~
wuhoo ~
going Qb buying gift 4 visiting ~
at nite ~
go to my ee hse n having our dinner ~

tat was so cool !!
everybody get drunk !!
include me !!
oh no !!!
i juz drink 2cup of wine (i think) oni ~
oredi drunk !!
how can it b ?!
n all my cousin cousin drinking martell , n ...
(coz i dunue how many their drink aso ~ )
hehe ~
very enjoy n having so much fun ~
i love it !! @.@

x'mas eve ~

24/12/2009

wow ~
2day oredi x'mas eve ~
so fast !!
and tis year we are very enjoy ~
din rush doing cookie n pie ~
hehe ~
geng !!

every year i will going 2 my cousin hse 2 celebrate x'mas ~
n tis year aso d same ~
b4 going to mass ~
we will have a x'mas eve dinner ~
actually we wil having dinner at OXO ~
but at d end we having it at Dave's Deli ~
haha ~
the food is nice ~
yummy !!
tis is some photo taking at der ~
merry x'mas everyone !!

heart-broken ~ T.T

23/12/2009

oh my GOSH !!
i'm so hurt ~
my hp cant repair by today ~
y like tat wan ?!
tat ppl din keep d promise 4 me wan ~
juz say 2moro juz hav the housing ~
4 me tat was so so hurt tat my hp cant repair ~

how do i pas my x'mas happily ??
now in my mind so so sad ~
y i such a careless ppl ??
y i so so useless ??
wat thing tat i hav sure i wil spoil it wan ~
tat unfair 4 me !!
shit !!

caroling 22/12/2009 ~

22/12/2009

wuhooo ~
2day caroling hav many fun ~
tat was awesome !!
tis is 1st time i feel tat x'mas is reli cuming ~
oh no !!
juz 2 more days x'mas eve adi ~
tis year i feel pass very fast ~
like doing ntg oredi Dec 2009 adi ~
mayb is coz of my exam til 10 of Dec ~
like like din prepare anything 2010 is cuming ~

waa ~
oredi get older adi ~
muz try 2 think my future ~
not anymore take $$ frm parents ~
can i do it ??
i dunue ~
til now i stil hav many "dunue" in my mind ~
oh no!!
wat m i suppose 2 do ??
by d way ~
merry x'mas everyone !! ^^

new hairstyle ~ ^^

21/12/2009

at last i get a chance 2 rebonding my hair ~
oh my GOSH !!
after do tat my hair very straight ~
i love it so so much !!
tis time i can do my hair ~
i muz thks 2 my mum ~
coz is she sponsor me 2 do rebonding ~
and so so muz thks 2 my cousin tat he help me do my hair ~
haha ~
tis is a very big x'mas present 4 me tis year ~
mumy ~
i love u ~ muackzzz ~ ^Q^

x'mas ~

x'mas is near ~
tat mean season of greeting cuming ~
i'm not wrong x'mas is the time let our family gather n celebrate tis meaningful season ~
every year i'm so glad i can prepare some desert 4 my family ~
hope tis year i aso got prepare ~
4 me n i'm stil young ~
sure i hav a wishing list tat i wan when x'mas ~

here is my wishing list ~
1. i wan my family stay happy oways ~
2. i wan 1 sony cybershot digital camera ~
3. i wan a car tat i wont scare raining anymore ~
4. i hope i can found a job ~

i wish tat 4 of tat wil got 2 of tat can dream cum true ~
i nue tat my parent can afford me to buy expensive thing ~
but they are trying to giv me a gud life n dun wan let me wory everything ~
thks mum n dad ~
i love u all ! ^6^

shopping day ~ ^^

18/12/2009

today went out v js , qing n ys ~
today location is Qbm & time square ~
hurray ~ ^^
n today i'm driving to der ~
coz got ppl fetching ~
hehe ~
din scare raining cant go out le ~
my bike can rest at home adi ~ ^6^

we go out at 3pm ~
coz need 2 wait my fren done his work ~
den juz go fetching other fren ~
reach Qbm ~
so shock !!
coz saw d car so many n waiting get in 2 car park ~
ohoh ~
today is holiday ~
no wonder so many cars ~

after tat we walk here walk der ~
juz wan decided 2 watch movie Avatar ~
we juz line up ~
very unlucky the ticket juz left 1 oni ~
not enuff 4 us ~
sob sob ~ T.T
by d way we went to Breeks 4 diner ~
i was do so many sily thing at der ~
keep taking photo ~

haha ~
d food quite ok ~
but 4 me mayb i wont get in d restoran again ~
finis eating we went to time square ~
der not so many shop has been open ~
stil under renovation ~
n we saw d OKU caroling at d stage ~
waa ~
so so geng !!

after tat stil taking photo n walk walk ~
n is time 2 go home ~
time pass so fast ~
2day our shopping days stil can consider say happy ~
hope next time can stay longer n shop longer ~ ^^

大扫除~

17/12/2009

today is my old hse cleaning day ~
Gosh !!
der was so many thing need me 2 do ~
it make me wan crazy adi ~
wuwu ~
pity !!
by d way stil done everything using whole morning ~
hehe ~




























os : these 2 photo is taking during cleaning hse ~
n my mum cant tahan me so so "zi lian!!" ~
by d way i like it ~ ^^

confession !!

16/12/2009

2day is my 1st time confession ~
oh no !!
is so terrible !!
dunue wat i say at all ~
dunue whether d prosedur is rite onot ??
haizzz ~

y me so cham wan ??
thks 2 tat Father confession 4 me ~
i wil not do tis mistake again !!
next time will improve myself !!
gambateh !! ^^

bck frm Kedah !!

15/12/2009

juz back from Kedah ~
is so tired !!
coz muz take so many thing n nid 2 back by bus !! >.<
GOSH !!
so horror !!
is truth tat took bus was easy ~
but it took long time 2 back Penang frm Kedah ~
i was so tired n very easy get on my nerve ~
cant blame tat my jiefu not fetch us back ~
coz he got work ~
n aso i cant blame my mum buy so many thing frm there ~
coz my jie place sell thing was cheaper den my place ~

by d way i muz thks 2 my jie n jiefu ~
they take good care my mum n me ~
n so so my nephew ~
they are so cute but sometime quite emotional ~
when my jiefu fetch us 2 bus station ~
my nephew was all cry ~
aiyoyo ~
so pity ~
ee promise ~
sure wil go 2 Kedah soon~
miss u all yea ~ ^^

os : at Kedah got 1 Rice museum ~
tat was so cool n memorable !!

1st time cooking without mum's helping ~

woohoo ~





















































































































os: juz finis exam ~
stil cant go out gai gai !!
coz 2mr need 2 go Kedah visit my Jie ~
sob sob ~ T.T

Friend ??

"朋友"这个词好像在我的生活很少出现~
我的朋友少得可怜~
就算认识了新的朋友~
我都不太敢跟他们联络~
就怕他们嫌我烦~
就连我自己也怕他们的男女朋友不喜欢~

这些事情我都曾有过几次被牵拖进去他们的感情事件里~
我不是什么美女~
可以说是丑女~
会牵拖进去是因为我都认识他们彼此~
就发生事情了就我成为了他们的中间人~
这感觉很不好受~

是不是这个原因让我不敢结交朋友??
我不知道~
我自问我是不是很好相处的人??
我是！
我是一个很随性的人~
我不会跟朋友抢任何的东西~

每每都是我顺从他们~
可是我得到的是一次又一次的背叛~
这是什么情形??
不管他们说我什么~
我都是笑着接受~
很少人知道我是会哭的人~
就只有一两个知道我的真性情~

是我有太高的奢望吗?
还是我根本就是可有可无的??
如果是酱的话~
我就应该把我自己变成透明就好了~
也许变成透明人我自己会好过一些~

12月了~

转眼间已经到了2009年的最后一个月了~
2009年接近尾声了~
我总觉得我都在浑浑噩噩的过日子~
我已经完成F6的课程了~
是时候面对社会了~
我已经没有机会升上大学了~
所以该来的总是要来~

可是人是脆弱的~
有时候会迷路~
有时候会很不想面对现实~
有时候甚至想以死来逃脱所要面对的任何一项事件~
我就是酱的人~
很难确定自己以后的路该酱走下去~
我知道是时候我该长大了~
我不可以每每都靠我的父母以及家人了~

我希望我自己可以尽快的把我的方向找到~
酱才对得起我的父母~
也很希望有人愿意帮我~
度过不管是快乐还是伤心的时候~
加油吧 !!

寂寞才说爱

作词：单觅 作曲：刘可
演唱：刘可

走在我身边 你没有笑脸
我知道你想开口说抱歉
你无辜双眼 不敢再看
我害怕用情已被你欺骗

说爱太简单 分手不情愿
我听到都是虚伪的谎言
如果你不爱就别走过来
现在要离开叫我该如何忘怀

寂寞才说爱 为何你要那么坏
当初是谁告白说爱永远不改
什么地老天荒 什么地久天长
爱不该因你寂寞才存在

寂寞时的爱 到底爱的该不该
你根本就不爱可我还放不开
是寂寞在作怪 幻想还有未来
爱是寂寞撒的谎 我明白

走在我身边 你没有笑脸
我知道你想开口说抱歉
你无辜双眼 不敢再看
我害怕用情已被你欺骗

说爱太简单 分手不情愿
我听到都是虚伪的谎言
如果你不爱就别走过来
现在要离开叫我该如何忘怀

寂寞才说爱 为何你要那么坏
当初是谁告白说爱永远不改
什么地老天荒 什么地久天长
爱不该因你寂寞才存在

寂寞时的爱 到底爱的该不该
你根本就不爱可我还放不开
是寂寞在作怪 幻想还有未来
爱是寂寞撒的谎

寂寞才说爱 为何你要那么坏
当初是谁告白说爱永远不改
什么地老天荒 什么地久天长
爱不该因你寂寞才存在

寂寞时的爱 到底爱的该不该
你根本就不爱可我还放不开
是寂寞在作怪 幻想还有未来
爱是寂寞撒的谎 我明白