useless !!

2day stil doing the same thing ~
separate d paper work ~
after key-in again ~
Gosh !!
tat time i was so so sleepy !!
eat candy aso useless ~
haiz ~
y ?!
after tat finis key-in ~
ntg can do adi coz anuty Kim not der ~
i fall asleep tat time ~
den hear door open i quickly wake up ~

after tat i try to help others ~
but i heard tat kakak say ~
"wat u nue har ? how u help? "~
n i juz answering "anything lo ..." ~
i nue tat kakak did not say on purpose ~
but it's hurt me !!
i'm juz trying to help ~
ntg else ~
i juz try to ignore it ~
i oredi heard so many bad thing ~
like the boss' wife ~
haiz ~
speechless !!

i feel tat i'm doing the wrong thing ~
y i wil promise i wil work der ??
i thought der wil hav a new chance 4 me to learn more ~
but it's does not !!
work der i juz feel like a useless ppl ~
they juz gave me all the undone work 4 me since so many month ago ~
n juz say it's wan to b send 2 US company ~
i dunue ~
i 'm juz wondering is tat true ??
os : hope wat i think is not true ~ T.T